Saturday, July 25, 2009
I'm sitting here procrastinating about going to exercise. I haven't been in 5 days. I'm feeling anxious and don't want to do anything. When I get anxious, I want to curl up and not move. I get afraid I'm going to binge. If I don't move, I can't get up and go to a store & get binge food. I don't want to do anything. Maybe the anxiety will pass, and then I will be able to go workout. Or maybe I should go workout despite my anxiety. I just need to go exercise, and tell myself I can binge after I exercise if I still want to. This is one way I keep from binging. I postpone it. If I keep putting it off just like I would keep putting off dieting, I will get through tough times until the feeling passes. Because everything passes. So I'm going to get ready to exercise. Just writing about it has helped me, too.